Am I a smudge on the lens of the being?
Does it all depend on how I think about it?
Is the answer no because simply thinking,
no matter what the thoughts, wins the battle again and again
and so it’s my battling habit that provides for me?
And if so, it’s so easy and natural.
Is it that I don’t even have to be aware of my battling habit
because it’s automatic? Is it like playing against an opponent
who doesn’t know about the game or about the competition?
So I get to make or change the rules as I go?
How can I stop this unfair fighting?